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Supernatural - Breathe

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Nov. 16th, 2007 | 10:17 pm
mood: flirtyflirty
music: Drops of Jupiter - Train
posted by: nograviity in toigniteasoul

Title: Breathe
Fandom: Supernatural
Prompt: n/a
Characters/Pairings: Sam Winchester
Genre: General
Rating: PG
Word Count: 269
Summary: Alone, on his own, and with very little material possessions, Sam finds himself on the steps of Stanford.
A/N: Pre-series, spoilers for Pilot episode
Takes place in the Autumn of 2001 when Sam first arrives at Stanford as a freshman.
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural, or any of the characters.

Breathe, just breathe.

The small thought does nothing to calm him as he stands before his future, all his hopes for something better. Full ride, a scholarship paying for everything from his tuition to school meals, from the classes to the dorm room, for all his books, for all his hopes and dreams. He cannot mess this up, there is no turning back, there is no one watching his back anymore. If he falls, there will be no strong comforting grip on his shoulders, helping him to his feet and holding him steady. There will be no soft deep voice whispering in his ear, telling him things were going to be alright, they would get through this. No one there to say "I gotcha Sammy."

Breathe, just breathe.

He is just standing there, while other students shuffle about - bringing their things into their dorms, getting ready for the start of a new term, saying goodbye to their families. Just standing there, in his worn tennis shoes, his loose but too short jeans with holes in the knees and near the seat, the faded ripped loose hanging sweatshirt, and just a small duffel bag of personal belongings. The fear that he doesn't belong here, that he won't fit in, creeps up, expanding in his chest and crawling up his throat. With it comes the ache in his heart.

Just breathe Sammy, everything is going to be okay, I promise.

Sam pushes Dean's voice out of his head, and then turns his back on it, entering Stanford. The one move firmly pushes his past behind him, and with it, Dean.

OMG where have I been? I do not know, the real world maybe? This is the first time in awhile I've felt like writing. Oh Sam, why do I love you so much? Probably because we are ridiculously similar. If I had a penis and you weren't fictional we would be like twinseses (sic)
Did you guys see Fresh Blood the other night? That ending was so bitter sweet D: I want to see more brotherly bonding though! HEY CAST/CREW OF SPN! IF YOU HAPPEN TO STUMBLE ACROSS THIS, MORE BROTHERLY BONDING PLS!

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